sleep

barbie called this morning. at one point she said: "so how's medicine?". And I just burst out laughing haha. how's medicine?! barbie!

the persistency of it all is frustrating. red and dimples and moles. the whole stupor business doesn't seem too far fetched when its considered in that context. because the time factor's clearly redundant.

change is inevitable they say. and that is true. the honest truth they say. I guess in situations like that sometimes the best thing one can do is to sit and hang and chat. back to the basics they say.

"it's the people you are close to, the ones who love you, the ones who have seen your heart, who have touched your soul- to them, it is obvious that something is wrong or missing. your heart and soul are missing. they feel it. it hurts them. it kills them."
- Elizabeth Wurt, Prozac Nation

p.s. 11.30 next Sunday; kit set-up and all. whoosh.