elation. can you recall the last time you felt profound joy? maybe its a bouquet of sweet smelling lilys. or lifting the champions league cup by proxy. or a buffet spread so utterly complete you tear up inside. I think its a deeply personal thing; the soul and the mind. and God.

I remember Cambodia. I remember the mellow lights of the evening sun; the dying hustle and bustle at dusk; the scratching sound of chalk and the voices of children yelling out answers to math problems with fervor; the aroma of plump baguettes and juvenile anticipation; alphabets and 'H for House' and hugs; nail clippers and inflatable swords and horses. I remember His presence; very much alive and intense. I remember the heat. the lurking shadows. the unlit path ahead. But I remember thinking I could do this for ages and ages. Because inner lights don't fizzle out.

I want to see miracles, see the world change
Wrestled the angel, for more than a name
For more than a feeling
For more than a cause
- 24.

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scorpion scorpion.
watch that tail.
scorpion scorpion.
watch the embrace.
scorpion scorpion.
watch that mate.